My traumatic suicide attempt

I remember very vividly looking death right in the eyes unable to move a muscle in my body while i layed their on life support fighting for my life after my latest most deadly overdose ( suicide attempt 4,200mg of seraqual) i remember them giving me a dose of narcan in case I took fentanyl...

Dear Alex- [Trigger Warning}

Again, I just got discharged from hospital after I survived another intentional overdose. I have been in and out of hospital a lot lately its quite upsetting. I remembered tonight during one of my other  recent admissions that the psychiatrist  had me writing letters to people- alive or not- to help me deal/cope with past...

xx I want this blog to be an apology letter so to speak. Im going to be completely honest and raw about everything, because I need to. Many months ago, I thought I knew what I was getting into, I thought my plan would work, however here I am writing this in shame and an...