My experience living with schizoaffective disorder 😕

Firsty, let me start by saying that I actually have been diagnosed with Schizoaffective disorder,  ( also known as psychotic disorder). I have been struggling since my early teen years let's say about when I was 15 years old with mental illnesses. I've had too many suicide attempts,  I've had many psych ward admissions and...

My traumatic suicide attempt

I remember very vividly looking death right in the eyes unable to move a muscle in my body while i layed their on life support fighting for my life after my latest most deadly overdose ( suicide attempt 4,200mg of seraqual) i remember them giving me a dose of narcan in case I took fentanyl...

Schizoaffective disorder and my story of being on life support followed by suicide attempt.

Hi, my name is Emily Thorn and I live in Ontario, CANADA 🇨🇦. I live with schizoaffective disorderPtsdSuicide ideationPtsd andSevere depression. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective two years ago now and let me add it's been pure hell on my end with needing urgent care and simply not finding it. Last Monday I took a...

Schizoaffective disorder

My life living with schizoaffective disorder, also known as a sychotic disorder or on the schizophrenia spectrum. In this post i will explain my auditory hallucinations and hallucinations including hearing voices and seeing things, and of course the psychosis and false beliefs. I started hearing voices when I was 15. The voices say some very...

Losing a loved one

I've been going through alot right now. My dad keeps having mini strokes, my grandmother just passed, and I broke up with my boyfriend. On top of this, I'm trying to get a perternity test to see who is my farther, as I was adopted. I've been hopeless lately. I've broke down. I keep dissociating...

New book!!

My series "hope for drug addicts" now will have its second book published. I have finished the book, just waiting for the designer to do their thing and get it published!! I will post once my book gets published and released Thank you everyone for all the love and support during these difficult times. Love...

Nightmares

I seen the man whom raped me a couple day's ago. I instantly started having flashbacks. And remember him calling me a baby killer once he found out I terminated the pregnancy and he tracked me down. Since this event, I can't stop the flashbacks and the nightmares. It's horrible. I hopefully have a job...

the feeling of hope after years of feeling hopeless…

Alot of my trauma stems from when i was taken away from my parents and was forced to live with other family members. After two years of non stop abuse fucked up my future, or so i thought. I have just started recently forgiving myself for what i went though and endured. I just found...

creating a new life

Hi everyone! As many of you know from reading my last blog i have had a couple relapses on both crystal meth and fentanyl. I still am struggling to stay clean for a long period of time howeveer i am happy to announce that i have been on soboxon now for just under a cpl...

Substance abuse

My name is Emily Thorn and I've been an addict for about 5 years now. My DOC ( drug of choice) was primarily Crystal meth however then it got really bad then I started taking pills and snorting lines and using fentanyl.. I no longer cared about my life or my safety. This led to...