Schizoaffective disorder and my own experience
What is Schizoaffective Disorder? Schizoaffective disorder is a condition in which a person suffers from a set of symptoms of schizophrenia, such as delusions, hallucinations, paranoid thoughts or disorganized speech, and symptoms of mood disorder, such as mood swings, elevated mood, disorganized behavior, depression or mania. My own experience with schizoaffective disorder: For many years I was diagnosed with adhd, borderline... Continue Reading →
My life with schizoaffective disorder bipolar type 😒
Hi, my name is Emily and I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder at the age of 23. For years, I was diagnosed with adhd, bpd, ptsd, and bipolar. Just recently I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder which means I have symptoms of schizophrenia and a mood disorder which is either depression or bipolar. I have... Continue Reading →
Not chasing the high, just living life 👌✌☝️
Learning to love life and be grateful 🙏 not chasing the high right now, just chasing my life.....I am grateful😇 A while ago I was distant, I ran away from my friends and family just trying to catch that next buzz or high….now I am chasing to get my life back and am able to... Continue Reading →
When I take my last breathe….
Firstly, I am truly sorry to my family that I walked away from because at the time the drugs were all I needed. People often talk about what they lost due to addiction, but for me its not the case. I had everything, family friends and a life worth living. worked two jobs. however unfortunately... Continue Reading →
Life with Schizoaffective disorder
My name is Emily and I have schizoaffective disorder (bipolar type) For a long time I didn't know what was going on with me. I kept having paranoid thoughts, always scared thinking people are after me. Suicidal daily. Psychosis followed me. I've lived with this for five years asking myself what the hell was wrong... Continue Reading →
Overdose
Hey everyone, hope you've been well. This post may be triggering by some viewers I've overdosed a few times now on heavy drugs. As mentioned in previous blogs I started using meth straight out of a bubbler. Very dangerous. My tolerance was high from the start. Most times I wanted to die but instead I... Continue Reading →
Drug Addiction
As most of you know by my blogs, I struggle with addiction. The first time I ever used hard drugs- I smoked it out of a bubbler, in other words my drug tolerance was high from the start. I was done with drugs, I went to rehab. I was seven months sober. My life was... Continue Reading →
Hopeless addict
I think my purpose in life is to guide and show others the way of life. I have mental health and addiction experience under my belt, and I feel the need to reach as many people as possible and show my love, support, and unconditional encouragement. Most addicts have no one to turn to when... Continue Reading →
Addiction is a disease
I'm sorry for my absence, been going through a difficult time with this disease called addiction. I relapsed on my seven month birthday, and had a few relapses since then. At first I was really ashamed and wasn't fully truthful to those around me, let alone even myself. I have been reassured that it is... Continue Reading →